Today I learned, (actually I was reminded) that my biggest failure in life would be to raise ungrateful, spoiled, entitled, selfish, shallow, empty human beings. One of my scariest fears is seeing Emma dressed like a tramp, acting without morality, and not using the brain and heart that she's been blessed with. I'm also scared that Ben will be the type of man that wants to date the type of girl I'm afraid for Emma to become. How do I raise children that are smart, clean, interested in the world they live in, and compassionate for those they share it with? I want them to be fun, and active, and beautiful. Now I have to go soak in a bath- My shoulders hurt from carrying the weight of my thoughts on them.